It's been about two years since I've
blogged. I thought multiple times about writing another blog post and
started writing one several times, never finishing. I know many of
you are praying for my upcoming trip to Haiti, here is my attempt to
keep you updated.
For those of you who don't know, I was
planning to visit a missionary family in Haiti in mid August for two
weeks. The family are members of my church and moved to Haiti in
April of 2013 to help rebuild a church and work with the people of
Haiti. Their youngest daughter Courtney has diabetes and went into
diabetic ketoacidosis about two weeks ago. The family sought urgent
medical treatment in Haiti and plan on seeking additional medical
treatment here in the US. Little Courtney and her mom came back to the US last Saturday with the rest of the
family planning to fly back here later this week. It is uncertain when they
will be back in Haiti. Please keep them in your prayers as I'm sure
this is a very difficult time for them.
This leads me to the update on my
current situation. I have plane tickets to Haiti but no clear
direction on what I will be doing while I am there. I have been
talking to a gentleman who has been on mission trips to Haiti and has
a connection with an orphanage down there as well as with my old
youth pastor whose in-laws are missionaries with the Baptist Haiti
Mission. There are no guarantees that either of these will work out.
God is sovereign. Although I can't understand why he has has given me
the desire to go to Haiti I know that “his thoughts are higher than
my thoughts, his ways higher than my ways.” Wherever He leads me, whatever door he opens and path he leads me down, I know it is for a reason and for His glory.
During this time of waiting and leaning
on Him for directions I feel He is reminding me to seek Him more
deeply in prayer. I have been rereading a book called Deepening the
Soul for Justice by Bethany Hoang. In it she writes that “if our
attempts to seek justice do not begin with the work of prayer, we
will be worn and weary.” She goes on to further say that “More
often than not we are so eager to jump straight into whatever we
perceive to be 'action' that we distract ourselves from the very
practices that must form, inform, and even transform our action- the
very practices that must form us if our action is to be wise,
effective, and sustained throughout the inevitable obstacles and
distractions to come.” I find that it is easy to dream big dreams
but to lose focus of the day to day work that God has for me to do,
and the day to day practices that must inform how I live my life,
such as prayer. While going to Haiti is good in and of itself, I know
that I cannot allow that to distract me from the day to day work God
wants me to do here. While I am in this pattern of waiting I look forward
to drawing closer to God and seeking His will. Your prayers are
coveted as I continue to trust Him and rely on His leading. Thank
You!
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